My husband was in an odd mood Saturday night. We planned to meet at a cafe for a drink.  I spent the afternoon shopping with the girls and I thought it might have been my fault because I was a bit later than I promised but he didn't say anything about it.  I don't remember doing anything to make him upset, but I could tell there was something wrong.

The conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should go off to someplace intimate so we could talk more privately.  We went to this restaurant and he was still acting a bit funny.  I was getting really worried.  What did I do?  What was bothering him?  Was he mad at me?

I tried to cheer him up, but started to wonder what was bothering him. Was it me or something else?  I asked him if he was upset with me, he said no. But I wasn't really sure.

In the car on the way back home, I said that I loved him deeply and he just put his arm around me.  I didn't know what the heck that meant because, you know, he didn't say it back or anything.  We finally got back home and I was wondering if he was going to leave me!  So I tried to get him to talk but he just switched on the TV.

Reluctantly, I said I was going to go to bed.  Then after about 10 minutes, he joined me and to my surprise, we made love.  But, he still seemed really distracted, so afterwards I wanted to confront him but didn't, so I just cried myself to sleep.  I just don't know what to do anymore. I mean, I really think he's seeing someone else.


Played badly today --- shot 97 - - - can't putt for shit anymore!
Felt kind of tired.  Got laid though.